How do you become happy without making yourself miserable first?

You haunt my dreams.

I guess at least we see each other there.

Sometimes when I see what my old “friends” are up to I feel sad and nostalgic. I think its because I miss being carefree and easy going. It wasnt awful being on the inside of that group of people (well for the most part.) But then I remind myself that while they party Im studying and finishing up my degree so I dont need to work at a restaurant for the rest of my life. I can party when school is over with people who are genuinely interested in me and who have something going on for them besides being able to win at beer pong.

So heres to all the missed drunken nights that I exchanged for allnighters spent studying.
Heres to the degree that Im going to get.
And heres to the lost friendships and party nights that were bullshit anyways.